I am a doll that' s not woth a billion dollar,
You are too engrossed with virtual hugs,
I am no more than a stone,
Don't ever imitate me,
Cause you will be whimpering for the rest of your life
I am doll with a scrawny neck,
You adore me more than I could ever imagine,
I could not even move a mountain,
Don't ever imitate me,
Cause you will be clinging to a branch just to survive.
I am doll with a pale look,
Your passion for me made me worry,
I could not even twist my own body,
Don't ever imitate me,
Cause I will leave a scar on your lovely heart.
I am doll with a dead soul,
You always kiss me when I am resting,
My mind is gone,I am spinning around,
Don't ever imitate me,
Cuse you will loosel your faith in me.
Yeah,I'm still the sam e dull doll,
You always dream of me days and nights,
I am just a compound that could easily break into pieces and dusts,
Don't ever imitate me,
Cause you will have no more tears to shed~
Thank you~^^
Monday, June 29, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
mULtiCuLturaliSm
hey2 im back here again..
this time im gonna write a little bit about multiculturalism based on my reading..
The term 'melting pot' is used to represent a community of many backgrounds,cultures.religions n etc..
In my opinion,I would say that being in a multi-diversed society is definitely a good one as this inculcates good values to people such as teamwork,mutual respect,and be more affectionate towards others..
For example,in Australia,known as a multi-cultured country as almost all the people there was born overseas and have settled down in aussie since the''gold rush''era..
In 1960 when gold was discovered in Victoria,many immigrants especially from Asian constituencies preferred to get jobs in the goldfields and hope for a better pay..
Initially,there's a policy known as a 'White Policy'in which people from Asian or so called non-whites would never be allowed to live in Australia.This is so because they intended to preserve the Whites culture as well as they re scared of the Chinese workers known as ''untiring workers' in the goldfields,so they were afraid of them for being so competitive in discovering gold in Aussie..
Later,when there was a steep rise in the number of the senior citizens and there were lack of young workers in order to exploit the resources in Aussie,then only they came to realise the importance of an ''open policy'' in their country....
Thus,the policy which was initially introduced was no more in favor and later waa demolished to encourage people from different continents to work and given permanent residents status if they live there for three years..
So,people from a myriad of cultures,origins regardless of their skin colors,religions or language are most welcomed to Australia and this no more formed a barrier between them and known as a ''chameleon spirit'' till now..
I guess that's all I want to write about this and wish me luck for my mid-term..
Mum,dad,I will do my best for you-)
this time im gonna write a little bit about multiculturalism based on my reading..
The term 'melting pot' is used to represent a community of many backgrounds,cultures.religions n etc..
In my opinion,I would say that being in a multi-diversed society is definitely a good one as this inculcates good values to people such as teamwork,mutual respect,and be more affectionate towards others..
For example,in Australia,known as a multi-cultured country as almost all the people there was born overseas and have settled down in aussie since the''gold rush''era..
In 1960 when gold was discovered in Victoria,many immigrants especially from Asian constituencies preferred to get jobs in the goldfields and hope for a better pay..
Initially,there's a policy known as a 'White Policy'in which people from Asian or so called non-whites would never be allowed to live in Australia.This is so because they intended to preserve the Whites culture as well as they re scared of the Chinese workers known as ''untiring workers' in the goldfields,so they were afraid of them for being so competitive in discovering gold in Aussie..
Later,when there was a steep rise in the number of the senior citizens and there were lack of young workers in order to exploit the resources in Aussie,then only they came to realise the importance of an ''open policy'' in their country....
Thus,the policy which was initially introduced was no more in favor and later waa demolished to encourage people from different continents to work and given permanent residents status if they live there for three years..
So,people from a myriad of cultures,origins regardless of their skin colors,religions or language are most welcomed to Australia and this no more formed a barrier between them and known as a ''chameleon spirit'' till now..
I guess that's all I want to write about this and wish me luck for my mid-term..
Mum,dad,I will do my best for you-)
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Untitled
I would randomly choose some topics to talk on this time..
Firstly,I am not feeling really well these past few days as Im stressin' myself up..
Now I really miss my school very much-miss the life there as it's less stressful compared to here..
I feel like breakin down but what's so unfortunate about me is that I dont have anyone who's willing to lend me their shoulders to cry on..
Let's dont talk bout my family here as they are far away from me now..
Sometimes I do feel lonely as I dont have so many friends here..
I know im not really friendly and warm like others so this is the fact that I have to accept..
Only my old friends know me well..
Honestly Im still struggling to adapt with this environment eventhough I ve tried my best to fix everything up..
Im disappointed with myself..
Im a loser..loser..loser..
Studies are gettin tougher with assignments.tests and homeworks overflowing us..
Let's forget about studies (I mean temporarily not forever)..
Let's talk crap..
Can I talk about my crush?^^,
Once upon a time..
When I was in form 3,I went to a tuition centre called "GEMILANG TUITION CENTRE"..
yup it was really "gemilang",shimmering,sparkling and whatsoever ..
It;s very common for the students in my school to develop crush on boys from Malacca High School as they're thought as smart and charming but they have no effects on me as I always ignored them in our tuition classes..
Unfortunately that only lasted for awhile
There;s a boy who really captured my sight as well as my heart..
I know it's a natural feelin but that was the first time I ever felt that way to a boy..
I was too shy and reserved to speak out and told none of my friends about him so I kept it at the very bottom of my heart..
Here starts a happy story for me..
One day when I returned from school,I received a text message from an unknown number and 3 missed calls wishin me a gud luck for my cumin PMR..
I was trying to remember all my mates who owned that number but failed till I discovered from my own friend that was his number..
Those were the best moments in my life as like he knew my real feelin towards him..
Since then,we started to sms,chattin with each other through msn..
After we;ve received our results and both of us managed to get straight a's,we always hang out together in a shopping complex..
He said that he;s gonna apply for a boarding school,MRSM, and asked me to do the same thing
but I was not so interested in transferring school as I always think that it was such a waste of time because just two more years left for us to finish school..
I was in a conflict with him at that time because even when I cried in front of him tellin him not to leave me just for the sake of that school he wouldnt listen to me anymore..
On my birthday(28th/12)he gave me a present,a cute teddy bear with a small card askin for an apology yet he still insisted to transfer school..
Eventually,I have made up my mind and decided to let him go but I said to him,"Please dont lose contact with me"..He promised me the same thing too..
Few months later,I missed him terribly and everything didnt seem right to me..
God I need him to be around me..
I tried to call him but failed..
I didnt know what happened to him since that day till now..
If you re readin this,do call me..
Where are you now??
I guess I need to stop here if not I will become worst..
Firstly,I am not feeling really well these past few days as Im stressin' myself up..
Now I really miss my school very much-miss the life there as it's less stressful compared to here..
I feel like breakin down but what's so unfortunate about me is that I dont have anyone who's willing to lend me their shoulders to cry on..
Let's dont talk bout my family here as they are far away from me now..
Sometimes I do feel lonely as I dont have so many friends here..
I know im not really friendly and warm like others so this is the fact that I have to accept..
Only my old friends know me well..
Honestly Im still struggling to adapt with this environment eventhough I ve tried my best to fix everything up..
Im disappointed with myself..
Im a loser..loser..loser..
Studies are gettin tougher with assignments.tests and homeworks overflowing us..
Let's forget about studies (I mean temporarily not forever)..
Let's talk crap..
Can I talk about my crush?^^,
Once upon a time..
When I was in form 3,I went to a tuition centre called "GEMILANG TUITION CENTRE"..
yup it was really "gemilang",shimmering,sparkling and whatsoever ..
It;s very common for the students in my school to develop crush on boys from Malacca High School as they're thought as smart and charming but they have no effects on me as I always ignored them in our tuition classes..
Unfortunately that only lasted for awhile
There;s a boy who really captured my sight as well as my heart..
I know it's a natural feelin but that was the first time I ever felt that way to a boy..
I was too shy and reserved to speak out and told none of my friends about him so I kept it at the very bottom of my heart..
Here starts a happy story for me..
One day when I returned from school,I received a text message from an unknown number and 3 missed calls wishin me a gud luck for my cumin PMR..
I was trying to remember all my mates who owned that number but failed till I discovered from my own friend that was his number..
Those were the best moments in my life as like he knew my real feelin towards him..
Since then,we started to sms,chattin with each other through msn..
After we;ve received our results and both of us managed to get straight a's,we always hang out together in a shopping complex..
He said that he;s gonna apply for a boarding school,MRSM, and asked me to do the same thing
but I was not so interested in transferring school as I always think that it was such a waste of time because just two more years left for us to finish school..
I was in a conflict with him at that time because even when I cried in front of him tellin him not to leave me just for the sake of that school he wouldnt listen to me anymore..
On my birthday(28th/12)he gave me a present,a cute teddy bear with a small card askin for an apology yet he still insisted to transfer school..
Eventually,I have made up my mind and decided to let him go but I said to him,"Please dont lose contact with me"..He promised me the same thing too..
Few months later,I missed him terribly and everything didnt seem right to me..
God I need him to be around me..
I tried to call him but failed..
I didnt know what happened to him since that day till now..
If you re readin this,do call me..
Where are you now??
I guess I need to stop here if not I will become worst..
Saturday, March 14, 2009
IT'S BEEN AWHILE
t's been awhile since I've heard your voice,
That warm comforting voice,
Always uttering helpful words of wisdom,
You always knew so much life than I.
Teaching me day by day..
You watched me grow into a womanI
Always supporting me no matter what,
You were proud of what I was becoming,
Loving me endlessly without a question,never judging,
While you watching me mature into a person I am today,
I was watching you struggle to stay alive.
You said over and over that everything would end up all right in the end.
You always knew just what to say to make the world seem like it was on our side,
You were wrong this time..
The world wasn't on our side anymore.
It took you away from me,
Leavin' me alone,longing for
your love,
Without someone to tell me I was beautiful,
To wipe my tears as they rolled down my cheek,
Without someone to share my joys,my fears,and my triumphs.
I heard your voice again last night,
I've missed it everyday since you've gone.
I saw your smile last night,
I have been wishing it every second since You have been away.
In my dream You said..
You'd always be near
And now that I think of it,
You said the same thing
The day You left me.
You always did know just what to say
To make the world seem like it
Was on our side..
That warm comforting voice,
Always uttering helpful words of wisdom,
You always knew so much life than I.
Teaching me day by day..
You watched me grow into a womanI
Always supporting me no matter what,
You were proud of what I was becoming,
Loving me endlessly without a question,never judging,
While you watching me mature into a person I am today,
I was watching you struggle to stay alive.
You said over and over that everything would end up all right in the end.
You always knew just what to say to make the world seem like it was on our side,
You were wrong this time..
The world wasn't on our side anymore.
It took you away from me,
Leavin' me alone,longing for
your love,
Without someone to tell me I was beautiful,
To wipe my tears as they rolled down my cheek,
Without someone to share my joys,my fears,and my triumphs.
I heard your voice again last night,
I've missed it everyday since you've gone.
I saw your smile last night,
I have been wishing it every second since You have been away.
In my dream You said..
You'd always be near
And now that I think of it,
You said the same thing
The day You left me.
You always did know just what to say
To make the world seem like it
Was on our side..
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Miseries
Today,I started my day in a quite terrible way..
Everything didnt seem fine to me..
Today,we are supposed to submit our documentary project for our english..
Since only three of us in my group-(..so I was havin'a very hectic time for the last 3 days before the deadline which is today..
I have been sleeping damn late- which was around 6-7 a.m..
It was tiresome and adds on with my "talents" at editing..
My failure really showed up this time -(
I would go to Izat"s house each night just for the sake of editing our videos..
Honestly,editing videos is not easy man..
really have to admit it..If anybody wants me to involve in this thing it would be a definitely "no-no"from me.Iwould say I give up-(
We had chosen a topic on "teenage pregnancy",yeah initially it was kinda tough to scrutinize this topic as we have to consider many things so that our doc will not look bias..
The most challenging part was when I have to make an appointment with one of the organisation in Hulu Langat that protects teenagers who are pregnant..
They do a voluntary work without demanding for any rewards from the parents..
I made few calls before this so that everything would run smoothly..
At first,they asked me to send an email then I thought it was over and they had enough with the e-mail..
So,I waited patiently for few days yet no reply was sent,no calls were made,just calmly waited for everything to happen..
Enough with waiting so later I called them asking for the response and it was really a heart-aching scene when the woman on the phone said this to me.."Huh?what email?who are you?
we didnt receive any emails and we will never open them"..and I was like:What the..
I am not used to write formal letters and I took a really long period of time just to complete a so called "perfect" letter..
I planned well for it which was about the flow of our documentary and after all the hard works I have put in it,suddenly they mentioned that they will never ever open emails?
If I was a devil,I would definitely scream at that woman and crash my phone against a wall..
Since I am a good girl-b,as a human being who is ever created by god I have a heart and tried to take this constructively..
From there,I have learnt to write a good letter and learnt to be more tolerant and patience plays its role here..
It taught me to be more matured and passionate towards others despite all the challenges we have undergone for the last one month..
Thank god evrything has over and pray hard for a good appreciation from Miss Chan..->
Everything didnt seem fine to me..
Today,we are supposed to submit our documentary project for our english..
Since only three of us in my group-(..so I was havin'a very hectic time for the last 3 days before the deadline which is today..
I have been sleeping damn late- which was around 6-7 a.m..
It was tiresome and adds on with my "talents" at editing..
My failure really showed up this time -(
I would go to Izat"s house each night just for the sake of editing our videos..
Honestly,editing videos is not easy man..
really have to admit it..If anybody wants me to involve in this thing it would be a definitely "no-no"from me.Iwould say I give up-(
We had chosen a topic on "teenage pregnancy",yeah initially it was kinda tough to scrutinize this topic as we have to consider many things so that our doc will not look bias..
The most challenging part was when I have to make an appointment with one of the organisation in Hulu Langat that protects teenagers who are pregnant..
They do a voluntary work without demanding for any rewards from the parents..
I made few calls before this so that everything would run smoothly..
At first,they asked me to send an email then I thought it was over and they had enough with the e-mail..
So,I waited patiently for few days yet no reply was sent,no calls were made,just calmly waited for everything to happen..
Enough with waiting so later I called them asking for the response and it was really a heart-aching scene when the woman on the phone said this to me.."Huh?what email?who are you?
we didnt receive any emails and we will never open them"..and I was like:What the..
I am not used to write formal letters and I took a really long period of time just to complete a so called "perfect" letter..
I planned well for it which was about the flow of our documentary and after all the hard works I have put in it,suddenly they mentioned that they will never ever open emails?
If I was a devil,I would definitely scream at that woman and crash my phone against a wall..
Since I am a good girl-b,as a human being who is ever created by god I have a heart and tried to take this constructively..
From there,I have learnt to write a good letter and learnt to be more tolerant and patience plays its role here..
It taught me to be more matured and passionate towards others despite all the challenges we have undergone for the last one month..
Thank god evrything has over and pray hard for a good appreciation from Miss Chan..->
Saturday, March 7, 2009
I Believe I Can Fly"
I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
[1]
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
[Repeat 1]
Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
[Repeat 1]
Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can fly
I can fly
I can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can fly
Fly-eye-eye
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